Hello again Jeff,
Tragically on Tuesday as I went in I was told to go home, I feel the great loss of friends and immensely sad. I did say I had further information I would send you, now there is nothing left to lose I have decided to persevere here hoping for a positive response from you.
Amazon’s management of me is Amazing I thought when I came. Madonna has tried, Hard Candy is an example which I did not fully get until I worked with you. The BBC for e.g. have constantly tried to discipline me foodwise when I went too far and was starting to get fat by news items, though I tended not to register that they were for me until they broadcast a piece featuring very young children, then, suddenly, I was in the room – it took them a long time to get through to me, whereas with Amazon the entry time to have impact is considerably shorter, I did used to say in my mind when they were really trying “You’re not paying me I can do what I like in my own home!” and switched from a live, usually news, programme to one pre-recorded so I could continue to do what I liked. I know there is payment when I work with Amazon but it is not that which motivates me round to a new way of thinking, it is a bizarre intangible I cannot put my finger on, so although I do experience a lot of pain and tears at times I am seriously determined to keep trying and want to work this all out. If you remember the Heineken advert reaching the parts that other beers cannot reach, I feel Amazon is a Heineken company. These limits, I felt, were like being hugged. This is why there has been less reference to taxation generally. I think if amazon ran the NHS it would cost less, but then if it did it would be bust in days, and we wouldn’t want that. I was quite jealous of a colleague in this year’s prime day t-shirt, I really wanted to wear one too, even though I’ve got a Prime Minister wearing an Amazon Christmas Bauble necklace in her first New Year interview and recently a chain one on last week’s PMQs when I had the previous day lifted up a door with one, and wearing a suit in the colour of the now old style red orange bags when we had discussed the merits of the new and the old that day and arrows pointing to them in that colour were being stuck on to the labels above. I think you are the first company I can talk to about this without fear as with alexa being interactive that doesn’t seem do far-fetched to you. You can contact the BBC news presenters to confirm this, they’ll know everything, even what I have eaten that day, for example.
Madonna’s new album, Madame X or Mx (m->x) (X is also a crossroads) is all about Amazon Swindon, look at the lyrics and the videos, it has an obvious Latin American theme, in the song I Rise, all about staging, it even mentions a River of tears, Crave is about the drivers coming in Waves and the sortation process, Medellin about the smoking area outside, it starts with 1 2 which is clearly an order of number used here, the Crave video features birds on roofs, like here, I rise video demonstrates the rush and the furniture. Come Alive the CCTV and a reference to Blue Horizon, Extreme Occident is a compass…
It was extremely kind of management to allow me to get a ticket to see her in the cute venues chosen for the tour, chosen as they have clearly defined letters and numbers like our sortation process, that is why, I had missed registering by 2 hours (not realising this wasn’t a standard ticket release, tired and very busy) which meant waiting for a code (A route number) to access via your phone – like our Zebra devices. These have recently changed, I really wish I could have an old one complete with the wrist holder as this is a history I would like to hold. It was highly apt to obtain a seat here.
This is a massive positive. A previous album, MDNA explains a massive negative, which has resurfaced suddenly, 2 other artists’ albums were released in the same time period to document and help me fight back against a terrible event, Mylo Xyloto and Take The Crown.
What happened is that I wrote a lovely letter saying I loved Prince William – I had previously been alive on forums as Kate, unlike Diana, had done no work, yet was capable of it, I thought many would be better than her, and I proposed that I was, what with what I had contributed – the result was that a gang came round to my house and I got effectively imprisoned in a mental hospital – I drive past this on my way to work now and as they see I must be getting stronger they thought they must fell me before I now had the growing strength to tell the truth in public and be believed too – in effect like being beheaded in the Tower of London in Tudor times, not as fun as it sounds, the beheading was via drugs, and as I had watched enough historic documentaries, knew co-operation could lead to release, and if you fought back then you would, most certainly die. My doctors have been persistently asking me if I was alright, and I have been saying, yes, I was fine, and very, very busy, too busy for that and very happy now. I had decided to scrape myself off the floor and get on with life, I am 50 and worked out that I wanted to make the most of the rest of my life and not leave it to lawyers which would have been a waste of it in my opinion. Last time in 2010 I was working at Nationwide, nice place and was even there in the building when the England men’s Football Team came round, I sadly saw the games on a tv in a stark environment and as it took so long to get out I lost my lovely job. I feared that as I was saying I did not need them, many times, like last time, this was about to happen again I was about to lose it all. One good has come of it, if only to cover for their crimes being the reason for its initiation, that the younger royals are supporting mental health. I now go past my previous doctors, that place and also a church I used to belong to until June last year. I had rejected to unsuitable so-called men, one was a fatso so I thought he’d do me no good, and the other was a dishonest (said he now owned his council flat but that they were about to do work on it, go figure, obvious) needy pleady weedy wet wimp that drew attention to himself, no real men need to do this, they just are, and have presence. They played the race card, the Canon in charge took me off the Communion and Reading rota because of what the bastard or bastards had said to him, though none of them were able to put it in an e-mail or any other record format (I knew, and he knew I knew about serious corruption there too, a seriously unChristian sliencer) One of them, the fatso, a Pole who spoke English only kept ringing me but I thought I do not have to answer that, he has my e-mail address. I was one of the last non Goans there, it used to be a very happy truly international church like Amazon is. I had to flee. One worker strategically asked for help – only when the agency representative was there – and they are, a Goan, still at the church I used to belong to. The first strategy of getting rid of us all was planting all their young men in the reception areas of the church and outside, intimidating and unwelcoming to all but their own. I feared that this was the first of this at work, my other Indian friends have said how hot it is in India due to all the buildings, looking at the recent election the country is over-populated by over birth, this lady was pregnant, I wished I had been able to stop and be paid enough to risk that or have the love and support from a partner and the joy of children, but us working for them and for aid they do not need, has acted as a contraception. This sort of lady was pregnant but was acting the needy child, but then later hovered around the managers desk making it difficult for me to obtain help. I felt like I was going to be chucked out here too, unjustly. They have chucked out British immigrants, called Ex-pats on forums from businesses and homes in Goa, racistly, only when the UK Parliament, eventually, debated it, did they relent, after all they were not getting more here, gaining territory for themselves and chucking us out in our own country now, successfully with impunity. I also in addition to this day, the next one I was to go abroad to Munich airport, what with young, fit, strong, Islamic men getting away with getting into dinghies and being welcomed with open arms to German I was loaded with fear about that, but yet at work could not express it, so listening to a petty problem being made out like I was uncaring and racist whilst silently enduring something far, far bigger made me crash at work and really set me back seriously, something which was the aim of the psychotic ‘mental health’ team, the aftermath and the consequences of continued loss after loss is still hurting, I have lost a great amount of ground progress wise, many have been allowed to overtake me, now I am seen as bad, judged without full facts like in Hurts Like Heaven Mylo Xyloto: How come they’re out to get us?
How come they’re out when they don’t know the facts?”
As I was leaving and trying to retrieve my lunch going home the woman hovered unnecessarily close smiling a victory smile, that was very hard to take.
Work does not know about my multiple pressures, I really want to tell them Madonna’s latest album is all about this place, but people are always busy and my current status there makes that difficult.
I was lonely in the evening shift as I was low in a triangle of status, like a plotted graph of X and Y with equal lengths and a line to both end points forming the triangle, and now with recent step-ups of my friends, the reaction of defending them and putting me lower by management, having to deal with that in addition to my over-complete list, is making me crash at work a lot, I fear the pressure will make me lose my job.
This loneliness, in the evening like the solitariness of a last animal in a species, and in the morning like being cornered and in for the kill. Maybe this is all happening to make me take the risk of trying, they did have an item on the BBC News yesterday about the extreme threat by Maduro to the Amazon Rain Forest. Maybe that’s one of your main raison d’etres; to save it.
And I was worried about this, writing to you, what the consequences might be, being sacked for e.g..
Proof came the first day I was writing this to you, after a pause, I’ve been too busy as you fully understand fulfilling orders and satisfactorily tired at the end of the day, as the BBC News was interrupted with this:
BBC WMT 101 image time and date (Room 101 – 1984 – Big Brother is watching you! Confirming what I already knew) I will forward to you the e-mail I sent to myself as a record along with the one I referred to in the previous e-mail regarding Emmanuel Macron at the G7
I paused to wait and see if I would get a log in just because I really preferred to send this to you via the professional route – one is on its way to me which I found out with glee yesterday, saying it as like Christmas to me. I also, when telling them of all the things I could do, found out a member of staff whom I respected, Mike Baker, senior to both of us, was professionally an auto-electrician, obviously very handy to my transport system idea, highly applicable. Kashan’s into robotic programming, there is one new starter, a young lady who would love to apply her list of programming languages, she is very good, and a good number of young men who would be willing I reckon, with recent supervisory experience, to act as over-seer-drivers in the system – I reckon we would all Have Fun! As instructed in your speech bubbles getting a premier computer driven transport system on track. I do find the roller-coaster of amazing amazon exciting and a constant personal learning experience, I’d love to work with all my friends on this. Perhaps after peak we could start and you could save the Honda site next door for development and creation of this.
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Links and images:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/7507766.stm
https://hansard.parliament.uk/Commons/2015-01-27/debates/15012758000002/BritishNationalsInGoa
https://harpers.org/archive/2016/02/the-queen-and-i/ written by Tanya Gold, a Guardian journalist – Harpers and Queen article, she mentions meeting me in it, she did say on her facebook page that she was going to drop people she didn’t really know, we are still friends there, I believe she does not think I am mental, effectively I was put in the Tower of London and beheaded with drugs. I was fighting not to have to go back there, even changing my doctors, as I went into work I drove past my old doctors, my old church and the place of illegitimate imprisonment, at the time I was getting stronger and they wanted to get me down, I even worked out ways of going there in safety shoes so I could walk to work – I had a hell of a lot to deal with at the time – no-one knew and assumed, because of my racial profile, that all was well with my world, and proceeded to add more burdens on to me, I could not carry any more, I was the one who needed the help, not the one who could casually ask for it and appeared superficially more needy.
the Private Eye Christmas front cover, complementary about Amazon as I was working there:
https://www.private-eye.co.uk/covers/cover-1486
The Brexit Party and Change UK party logos, an Amazon parcel progressing down the belts each with it’s own triangle letter above, on it’s way to someone’s home and the belts they travel along – both were trying to engage with me, realising how happy I was at Amazon.
Greatest gift to Amazon by me is being here and being good progressing happily. Which has led to the recent Andrew Neil (I’m sure you know of him) show set design and even the amalgamation of the A and the N like Amazon. It looks like an Amazon Prime lorry, in Prime Blue and compatible font, truck grey at the ends, curved as in an Amazon smile:
Clare
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